First read this, It's Not What You Think
Then, read this...
Depression and anxiety have been a part of my life as long as I have had memory. I have seen posts saying that this would not have happened if only Jesus. As long as I have had memory, I have had Jesus. My faith is so interwoven into the fabric of what makes me, me, that I literally cannot separate. Yes, Jesus saves. For sure! But, there are times when we are left to battle our afflictions and still cling tightly to our faith in the One who saves. There are also times when the battle is lost; even crying out to our Savior, the battle is lost. We live in a broken world. Things don't always make sense. And, we can't just sit back and watch and cluck, "If only Jesus." If only Jesus, then you would be the hands that held, the legs that walked in another's shoes, the ears that listened, and the eyes that saw. And, even then, sometimes, they slip through the grasp. And, then, you mourn. And, you reach out. Let's make this about a revival of community. Let's make mental illness something that can be openly discussed. Let's smash the stigma and actively pursue the extinction of suicide...at least as best we can.
In Hebrew, this means "our dance". It is through our dance that healing in found. Come before the throne and dance for your King!